lo que sucede, sucede;

"joega, hagkyoe galeul neomu chowa"

2012-01-28T02:29:00.001+08:00

7days

2012-01-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

short hair, or not?

2012-01-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

hibernated through fri13,

woke up alive; no misfortune. _|_

physically drained.

another week entirely booked to look forward to.

so, back to the question.

short, or not? & im thinking, 5 colours.

the final countdown

2012-01-07T14:20:00.001+08:00

(happy) new year

2012-01-01T14:53:00.002+08:00

"believe in God, but lock your car."

2011-12-18T18:48:00.001+08:00

when i smile, people say i act cute. when i dont smile, people say im aloof.
the fuck, people, what you want? -.-

anw, much learning, unlearning & relearning the past 4 days at BIC24.
i feel that i really need to improve on public speaking & be more awe inspiring.

#1, i talk lika speedbullet, & everythings tongkang terbalik.
#2, i talk too much crap & i dont have enough fun.

i may sound pro, but im not. but we all play pretend too much. right?
& i need to learn to make friends, as stupid as this sounds for someone at 19.

& i need to stop looking at guys likethat seriously lol
its like my bimbotic alter ego did the "oh. mygod. i think i need a manicure." cheer

hahaha, gatal.

picture that picture perfect

2011-12-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

4D3N

the only thing i didnt do was parasailing.

bc it decided to rain near the end (only), lol

overall, refreshing.

rather excited to start my modules.

ps could it be?

lonely.

2011-11-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

confident for a cover, but.

im allergic to plastic.

2011-10-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

i wanna be pretty.

inside/out.

AJ Mcleen

2011-10-14T13:29:00.001+08:00

90-an gerek
a time when nothing mattered.

yeah, (i wished) we hung out

2011-10-07T20:49:00.001+08:00

Choi Shi Won.

His latest drama is fucking awesome; Poseidon

His with a cap H bc He's Shizus :B

no, its not those long, draggy lovestory (mcm mne nak laku, syaaaaa)

& no, nobody's dying of cancer or getting run don tragically

a good dose of action, & an egoistical ace, dontchu just love bad boys?

already at ep6, but been watching w/o subs, so am i retarded or what sial hahah

i understand whats gg on though, mayb im gifted at these kinda things lah lol

im so international. can?

my spanish drama also havent finish,how?

the women make me feel ugly so i decided to ignore it awhile lololol

anywaaaaay,

ive confessions to make.

#1, ive not watched a movie since idkwhen.

ive not watched JE, so just kill me now. now.

what am i saying, ive not even watchd Harry Potek

#2, ive not gone to concerts since 1992.

ive not heard of a nice one, even if theyre boybands.

mayb supershow4? nah, kim hee chul isit there, damn millitary sevice.

#3, idw to move on.
mayb bc i cant.
shoot me.

Hi, I'm Pheonix.

2011-09-21T20:03:00.032+08:00

P!nk needs to make a grand comeback. now. idc if she's pregnant or not lol
& Chris Brown's messing up my ipod bias list bc he's the sex & he keep getting sexier.

anw, ive finally taken my new passport photo, nenek & datuk too.
fucking laughd my ass off when i saw the photos, datuk looked so happy w his gigi palsu hahah

& im actually done compiling nenek's recipes jengjengjeng
she owes me my Masters in Kitchen Buisness & Administration cert. nenek ah!
yeah, i skipped the dip/adv dip/degree like, im so pro. p to the r to the o, yo.

im so going for dance lessons

2011-08-21T21:18:00.001+08:00

first-aid course till wed, a few more days to wrap up and then its raya.
anticipatg all the makcik makcik & their komen komen tak munasabah.

dont you just love family gatherings? kma.

the past month has been quite Whoa.
from learning new languages to baking/cooking new things to painting the whole house alone.

mandarin, hangul, japanese, spanish, arab - learning in this order of difficulty.

lonesome.
but this was better than what i did the same time last year, & the year bfr, & the year bfr that &.

lets not start on that education shit again.

believe if or not, im still waiting for something to happen. a miracle.
i have someone to thank for dealg with my perangai, so thank you. so much. yknow who you are.

"patience is a virtue."

dilemma.

2011-07-24T13:04:00.001+08:00

#1,

tell me how to avoid oils, chillis, nuts, chocolates(?)

i seriously dont want to eat like as if im going to debut in a k-pop girl group lol

#2,
"dont lie in my face, 'cuz i know im ugly"
mayb im just giving excuses and being too picky.

"Instructor Angry Bird"

2011-07-16T16:05:00.002+08:00

we may end up in this industry for the rest of our lives, Shima lol
and ve been catching up with things ive been missing out while i was busy being educated.

N nak teman i?
S bila?
N sat or sun, you pilih hahaha
S oh ya, lol

been hectic, but im getting the hang of it, & this is good for family planning.
yknow, you cant have more than 20 kids under your care lmfao the lesser the better lmfao

gap year.

2011-07-02T12:18:00.002+08:00

so just shut the fuck up with "you should.." bc im not listening to anybd anymr.

M oh, psl dia tkt suara kau kan
S mimi.
M ahahaha, mcm mne ni, syasya
S gua tetap chill.
M bendi mcm gini tak blh chill!

another good example of how i follow the flow and (may) end up nowhere.

the truth is, i just dont try hard (enough).

untittled

2011-06-15T12:25:00.003+08:00

who am i tryna kid, myself(?) not again.

look whos laughing nao.

2011-06-07T10:13:00.003+08:00

3 hour psycology test yesterday. & i dont mean the theory, but an actual psyc test.
ive never shaded so many otas ovals my entire life. like what, 200? omo.

lets just say, i didnt talk to soon.
talk about fate, & luck. & hardwork(?). subjective shit, idek how to measure success _|_

"will you be willing to cut your hair?"
"(fuck you)"
"will you?"
"(fuck youuuuu)"

sacrifice #1, lol true phobia, really.

when one door closes, another door(s) open.

2011-05-19T11:40:00.001+08:00

then theyre choices, and sacrifices, to make.

"movie marathon"

2011-05-06T15:36:00.001+08:00

talk about Crazy Hormones.

2011-04-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

one of the best live performance ever.that stage is plain sex.

demoralised.

2011-04-22T17:34:00.015+08:00

qwertyuioplkjhgfdsazxcbvbnm.
qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm.
mnbvcxzasdfghjklpoiuytrewq.
mnbvcxzlkjhgfdsapoiuytrewq.
imafuckingpunchsomeonerightnow.

ah,seriously.

2011-04-15T09:56:00.001+08:00

#1, i have feelgs.
#2, im not a fuckg punchg bag.
#3, dont think you can use work/school as a fuckg xcuse to fuckg piss me off.

dont push it.
i more time, & im outta here, again. i, fucking, swear.

guilty pleasure.

2011-04-08T13:56:00.004+08:00

1. i cannot emergency break
2. i dont seem to know my right & left
3. i keep failing to check my blindspots
4. i cant seem to parallel & vertical park
5. i keep speeding, way abv the speed limit, driving like i own the road.

:

1001. somehow, i feel like im abt to step off the same cliff twice (?)

(April) Fool

2011-04-01T19:22:00.001+08:00

now i wait.
& worry summore.

it never stops.it just gets worse.

F, Rebecca Black.

2011-03-30T12:44:00.002+08:00

i tried, but i really cant listen to the radio now _|_
its a good thing rnb's still kickin' it, although rock's officially dead.

& fuck yeah, really anticipating Chris Brown's comeback
whatever happened to Rihanna, bad boy Chris's awesome, so, just, marry, me. now.

today's menu: ayam kapitan, kupang chilli padi, sup sayur airrrrrr, amacm laku?

N OI, BUAT KERJA PELAN PELAN, KAU NAK MAK MERTUA KAU SAKIT JANTUNG?

how now, you tell me, people ask me about marriage like im ready, how now, howwww

!#$%^&*(

2011-03-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

bila susah, kau pandai cari aku.
bila senang, kau tak ingat dunia.

kau fikir apa?

jahanam betul.
kau prg mampos pun bgs jgk lah. _|_

sober

2011-03-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

"musibah itu penghapus dosa."

edit//

心と哀悼の意、日本。
Kokoro to aitō no i, Nippon.

get shocked

2011-03-01T17:36:00.009+08:00

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oh la lala lala la,
i skidded on the spot lol

any suggestions whr to take legal skidding lessons hahah
crank courses on fri, bfr resultssssshit but its a gd thing, or i wouldve killed my instructor.

vanilla layered cream cake with mango & stawberries

2011-02-22T20:01:00.001+08:00

how girlish, lol

i seriously wanna be 18 again.
considerably younger, yet legal, prolly the most beautiful age literally.

then there are people who walk in and stay or walk out of your life.
made new friends, kept the old, ctrl-alt-del the trashes and avoided some people.

self centered, self absorbed. how selfish can some people get?
sometimes you wonder why you were friends with these people in the 1st place right, i know

"you dont know what youve got till its gone"
special thanks to the awesome people who were with me on mon, ilysm <3

ps results out fri 04/03, & so bear with me, just this while.

*Lesson 5: Engine Break

2011-02-20T12:29:00.020+08:00

I whens your next lesson?

S tue

I oh, aft mon lah

S yah(?)
I (Shit)

S hahah
*release the clutch to use the engine break.

"its a phase"

2011-02-18T08:34:00.002+08:00

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ive criticised, and i still do, but if youre good, youre good :O

currently infatuated by sexy koreans, as such(^), rapping and dancing awesome choreos, so,

Mat, lu serius-ly blh jln. im (still) not K-zophrenic though haha, hi,Nursyaf,have you seen this(^)? :B

6km

2011-02-16T15:24:00.002+08:00

f.i really need to learn not to regret & feel helpless/hopeless when things go !#$%^&*

this (^) was my first ever ny resolution. really, first ever.
when all fails, run.this resolution shit is gonna take a very long while lol

macam faham.

2011-02-14T12:31:00.009+08:00

ystrdy's cnvrstions got me looking through websites of those Australian universities again.

i shouldntve - major heartache, & the bulge in my throat wont go away.

but, what if. thanks Dee for the visual muffin<3

rejoice(d)

2011-02-12T22:53:00.006+08:00

dancing, but rapping(?)

seriously, i dont even know whats wrong / what happened to me.